I thought I was okay realizing I made a mistake
I've been doing some thinking ever since the last time you kissed me....
Maybe I said somethings that I didn't mean trying to change your ways
But my days ain't the same, maybe you should've stayed, I had a
Flashback, I really love you
So sad, thought I was over you too fast
God, I wish I could re-live the past,
The mistakes you made weren't that bad
Now that I saw you I want you back
Now I wish I could re-live the past
I wish that you would love me the way you used to...
Don't wanna see another woman around
All these memories , thought that I could work you out of my mind.
I just wanna go back where you messed up and erase that
I'm trippin',
You would call, come pick me up, take me somewhere no one knows
Ocean, Cadilac, lay me down and take it slow
Unexpected messages just to say "Hey Chulo"
Gave me attention, made sure that you kept me close

But it's over now

 So, my relationship with Eddie, its seems its coming to a close, and I feel as though I have so many unresolved issues with him, and with the relationship. I guess I always knew this was coming but often looked past it, when in love you always look at the person and all the flaws and in my case you learn to accept them, and even when you know you shouldnt. I feel in love and have never experienced a love like this before, so thats why It hurts more than I want to admit. Its like everytime he was around me, I would be in awe of him, although he never laughed at any of my jokes, I couldnt help, but fall for him. Even as I write this, I feel alleviated, and sad at the same time.  Its a profound sadness, that not even I am able to understand, I think that if i wasnt on celexa, I would be scared for myself.

 Ive always enjoyed breaking up, and I think this is Karma, saying ' its your time, Bitch' and for that I have paid my dues, So, I guess I will be leaving soon his place, and with me I will take his tatted name on my left forearm, and a bag full of memories.